The Untouched Soul..

Someone's beautiful Thought...💖💖

She was someone who when is happy could just not keep quite, who took life with all the positive vibes that were available in the universe, who laughed like the thunderstorms with those lightening teeth, who didn’t know what beautiful meant but was as beautiful as the moon is on a full moon day, she was composed of the most beautiful soul, who knew the liberty to live wildly, dance like a toddler baby dancing on its favorite song and sing under the starry sky, to belong to none and everyone, and speak authentically. She was not one of them who could be tamed, she was a free soul. She had all the energetically, effective, intense sexy things in her pocket of talents – a perfect sound of laughter, a hip to grab on, a sense of humor, taste of adventure, a blooming glow, the faultless inclination for food, and to have the most defiled talks with. Indeed she was a magical being!

But, now she is no longer the same, the magic, the bliss, the beauty, the cheerful heart is no longer to be found, the innocence in her laughter is all lost, lost somewhere in the endless world of agony, apprehension, affliction, restlessness,  mourning, agitation, answerability, etc. Somewhere something had touched her soul, who just did not know that she was terrified of dark, and everything she thought about him made her smile and utterly happy, who didn’t know she hated the thunderstorm but loved to dance in the rain, who did not know how she loved to get spoiled and all messed up, who did not know how she specified all her decisions, he did not know anything about her in fact I bet he did not mostly know how much she loved him.

But she did everything for him without keeping a track of it, because when you give you choose to do so without any ulterior motives you do it all genuinely. She did it because she knew what it was to be without, to be ignored, to be blocked out, to not to be heard, to care for and nothing in return. But when things start being taken for granted. When you no longer appreciate her sincerity, she won’t cry, won’t run away, she won’t cut herself out the world, she won’t beg, she won’t get depressed. She’ll just get a bit smarter and realize her own worth, her individuality, her self existence and no longer pity her condition. Because ” Nothing wonderful last forever, Joy was as fleeting as a shooting star that crossed the evening sky, ready to blink out at any moment” – Nicholas sparks.

Now believe me, she changed for her better, she looks at the word ‘love, relationship, commitment, loyalty and trust’ all differently. She will be all the more careful with letting her heart fall for something, he had thought she won’t be able to take all this and crawl the very second back to him, but no she is way more stronger now. All she knows is that it has changed her a lot, inside out, upside down, but her faith on herself stands still. She knows whom to convince to walk alongside her, she knows she is not for everyone and that's okay, she knows what to talk and what not to avoid the unnecessary wounds, which will take precious time to heal. So breathe, inhale, exhale! Sometimes you don’t get closure, you just move on!